They Broke Me..
May 16, 2014 19:38:31 GMT
Post by Έρωτα και της Ομορφιάς on May 16, 2014 19:38:31 GMT
They did it. They finally broke me open.
My class wouldn't just SHUT UP.
I yelled out, 3 times.
1.) A kid stole my male friend's tie, so with force in my voice that I NEVER ONCE used, I yelled out "Give it back!"
2.) Nobody wanted to shut up, so I yelled out “Be quiet!”. A few people stared at me, stunned since never once I yelled out like that in my entire life.
3.) I made fists with my hands, got up, slammed my fists on my desk so hard I’m pretty sure I almost broke the desk, and yelled out “This is exactly what I want a class change!” and sat back down.
What did I do after that? I layed my head back down on my desk afterwards, covered my face, and teared up. Then, the tears fell and I fell into a major break down.
People standing, stood there and stared.
People sitting, sat there and stared.
The only person who moved, was a former female friend of mine - who saw me cry once - and tried to comfort me to stop crying. I had a sub, and she wasn't feeling well, so she tried not to yell at much. There were people across the classroom, who heard my class talking so loudly, their teacher came to our room and said that they could hear us and while we were talking, they were working. Then, they were about to dismiss us, so I got my stuff fastier than I thought I ever could, and was first in line (and I hate being first in line!) waiting for her to dismiss us. As soon as she did, I sprinted lightly out the door to my friends (who were in another class and I always meet them about, a few inches away from their classroom) and they both say me crying, so they asked me "Was did ___ do this time!?" and then the group of 'girls who think they are popular but only their own grade knows about them' came up and asked me, "Are you crying?". My friend's teacher comes out, shoos them all away and takes me inside her class. She asks me what was wrong, so I replied, "My class wouldn't stop talking." so she said, "You're crying out of frustration?" and I nod my head yes. I ask for tissues, and she gives me paper towels since she has no tissues. Then, when I'm feeling better, I walk out the class to meet my friends again and we leave the hallways in silence. Now, my grandparents pick me. So, my grandma picked me up, look at my face, and asked "What's wrong?" I didn't reply, but the 4th time she asked, I answered her. I told her everything, and then we drove off. We got home using the long way, which my grandma hates to use but she did since I didn't wanna wait, and I ask her to tell my grandpa everything since I didn't wanna talk. I go upstairs, get dressed, and write this to inform you all.
I'm currently listening to, "【Kagamine Len】 The Riddle Solver who can't solve Riddles ~English Subbed~ 【Vocaloid PV】 " since it's calming me so far.
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My class wouldn't just SHUT UP.
I yelled out, 3 times.
1.) A kid stole my male friend's tie, so with force in my voice that I NEVER ONCE used, I yelled out "Give it back!"
2.) Nobody wanted to shut up, so I yelled out “Be quiet!”. A few people stared at me, stunned since never once I yelled out like that in my entire life.
3.) I made fists with my hands, got up, slammed my fists on my desk so hard I’m pretty sure I almost broke the desk, and yelled out “This is exactly what I want a class change!” and sat back down.
What did I do after that? I layed my head back down on my desk afterwards, covered my face, and teared up. Then, the tears fell and I fell into a major break down.
People standing, stood there and stared.
People sitting, sat there and stared.
The only person who moved, was a former female friend of mine - who saw me cry once - and tried to comfort me to stop crying. I had a sub, and she wasn't feeling well, so she tried not to yell at much. There were people across the classroom, who heard my class talking so loudly, their teacher came to our room and said that they could hear us and while we were talking, they were working. Then, they were about to dismiss us, so I got my stuff fastier than I thought I ever could, and was first in line (and I hate being first in line!) waiting for her to dismiss us. As soon as she did, I sprinted lightly out the door to my friends (who were in another class and I always meet them about, a few inches away from their classroom) and they both say me crying, so they asked me "Was did ___ do this time!?" and then the group of 'girls who think they are popular but only their own grade knows about them' came up and asked me, "Are you crying?". My friend's teacher comes out, shoos them all away and takes me inside her class. She asks me what was wrong, so I replied, "My class wouldn't stop talking." so she said, "You're crying out of frustration?" and I nod my head yes. I ask for tissues, and she gives me paper towels since she has no tissues. Then, when I'm feeling better, I walk out the class to meet my friends again and we leave the hallways in silence. Now, my grandparents pick me. So, my grandma picked me up, look at my face, and asked "What's wrong?" I didn't reply, but the 4th time she asked, I answered her. I told her everything, and then we drove off. We got home using the long way, which my grandma hates to use but she did since I didn't wanna wait, and I ask her to tell my grandpa everything since I didn't wanna talk. I go upstairs, get dressed, and write this to inform you all.
I'm currently listening to, "【Kagamine Len】 The Riddle Solver who can't solve Riddles ~English Subbed~ 【Vocaloid PV】 " since it's calming me so far.
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